The day before the first procedure. Slowly everything becomes clear, it starts, and due to the breakup of the relationship, there was no one who could support me. There was no one to look forward to. I still hoped to get back together. In any cheesy romantic movie or poorly written script, this would have worked. Unfortunately, real life is not a movie and doesn't work that way. Fortunately, a very good colleague supported me and was there for me. We were able to do something together on the last evening, which helps me not to think about what will start the next day.
